Constipation vlog toilet struggle

I'm not well here, I'm having horrible back and lower stomach aches. I push and push with no relief. I huff puff grunt and scrunch my face from the pressure. Feel the weight in my ass. Soon I get hot flashes, bursting with a sweet, slightly dizzy kind of feeling. It's awful. As the moment's tick on of trying over and over, I finally share what I am going through, debating taking a laxative. I even look for them but find none, looks like I'm going to have to run to a store when we are done. It just won't come out, I'm straining so hard describing all of it.